almost maya

I have been so busy with life, I’ve almost forgot about Maya. Selfish that is.

Let just say that I was so into real life, that only so called performance driven people would understand (as if.. hahah!). Frankly, I’m addicted to it. Addicted to the perfection of my work, though the pay is so much less than a nite club DJ. Is it too early for me to say that I love my job, I have great mates, me and my boss were like bonded to each other and the working culture here are something interesting to be observed (though the emphasizes of work and life balance need to have more realization than just a theory)?. There’s no single day I woke up, need a dragging session to move my butt off to work. I stared at my thinkpad more than I stared to any naked man before and I just fall in love with it. Am I not pathetic or what? - attracted to a dumb square black machine that just loves my hand stroking striking his keypad. It’s a place where if you have the right attitude and mindset and the drive to excel, you have the opportunity to go further plus if you have a supportive boss. And since the organization is so structured, it left minimal space for office politics and management override. Well having said that, generally loopholes and exceptions can always be justified when you are the blue eyes of your boss. And I’m not the kind where luck hits easily. It always had to be a painstaking process of getting just an opportunity. Well, so far I’m good. Can’t really predict if I’ll hate this job later. Who knows…But just hope not!

And I’ve almost neglected Maya from my life without feeling any guilt. Arghh.. what the heck, she’s just a cold naked women sitting on stone.. waiting for what ‘oso I donchno’.. But after awhile, I kinda like missed her. Her quietness and coldness and yet the thought of her just tossed me with that warm feeling and waved sensual touch inside me...yaya.., I know she don’t look that nice in bikini. But I can assure you she do look nice wearing just her silky bronze skin.

I know I love her so much. And I just can’t stop being her. She knows who I really am and being her makes the sea seems borderless and testing its depth just gave ecstasies in my life.

Maya, she’ll be with me, always.