another new start

Came in late today, coz I’ve spilled drinks over my thinkpad yesterday (clumsy) and had it overnight with the cloners – luckily it didn’t blow. And today, I’ve started the transition for my new job role. It’s a newly created position. Highly confidential. It’s a piece taken from portion of another manager’s job plus another add on area. Not that new for me but very challenging I guess, as I’ll be dealing with most of the decision makers. To conceptualise whatever craps that I would pick up in meetings, covert it into a feasible figures to help them make calculative decisions. wuhhuu..gerun siutss.. salah figure.. kiokk! What I can foresee are purely hard work, loads of stresses are expected and I really need to play my ball good – politics are everywhere. I was quite surprise that this job was recommended to me by 2 of my boss’s bosses tho I’m not surprise when it’s not coming from her. Not that I don’t like her, its just that, no matter how good you perform, it doesn’t matter coz you’re not her favorite. And I don’t really mind if she thinks that she has the right to play favoritism as long as it didn’t effect much of my work. But when last week I was scolded for trying to be helpful and criticized for being ahead of everyone – whatever she meant, I got so frustrated with her.. well just about time that I’m leaving her department. But I’m cool.. I am a professional.. in good faith she prolly had a bad pms too. Well.. I am a very forgiving person..I don’t keep petty things at heart. She’ll learn one day.. and that’s not in my hand.

And highlights for the day… counting days now to pack my bags and hit the sky… If everything turns out to be fine and god’s will, I be going to UK and Paris this coming August for about 3 weeks. Wuhhuu.. really can’t wait. Still fickle about bringing the thinkpad along (equal of bringing the work with you).. security wise, afraid if it get lost.

And the story behind UK and Paris.. some will be told and some will remain untold.

t.g.i.f

Today really sakit kepala.. I think as you are aging your pms is getting worst. Headache, nausea, blotting la.. terrible mood swing .. sekejap rasa macam nak gigit orang..and sekejap rasa macam nak makan choc ice cream with strawberry syrup and peanuts toppings..errr..whatever.

Don’t know how to control it all. Do all these syndromes make me more women than yesterdays? But for sure this is the age where you really know your body well and the pleasure it can gives you… crap.. And so far I just plucked my ears listening to Japanese song, memorizing the lyrics, touch up lip with gloss almost every 15 mins to see if it’s getting any pucker.. and coffee from the machine..and really feels like grooving tonite..hehe.. where should I go? got any idea..? it’s like ages since I last had my nite rendezvous.. and the headache and nausea and backache are still here.. maybe should go for some oil massage.. aduhaii..