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I always thought the intimacy I’m having with Darlius is kinda weird. Or it’s weird in terms that I never heard anyone had that kinda relationship. Or maybe that it’s too weird that nobody ever disclosed it. And so it makes me feel either he's crazy or his love for me is the only virtue for all that craziness that we had.

I used to hate it, then after some times I kinda like it and now I'm hooked with it. And Darlius told me that I've made his fantasies came real..whatever that means.

I'm not that young but I'm in phase where I fully appreciate what this body can serve both of us. Though sometimes I do feel like that's the only reason he still loves me coz I’m not a good cook you know. So when the day comes and when I start to do some extensive cooking, you can figure that I may have lost the edge or that magical stroke touch has suddenly turns dry..Heheh

I know it won't guarantee eternity. But I thought, oh well at least there's something I'm good at that makes him cling to me all the times.

And sometimes I wish I can share all these goodness (not Darlius) with the rest of other women. But I guess some things just need to be self learned and discovered. I bet lots of women have their own secret ingredients and have them well kept for their own self pleasure.

And if Darlius is reading this, I’m sure will get well drilled grilled tonite.

And thanks much Azer, for your wonderful YouTube dedication (on right hand side bar). Appreciate it so much. And it matches to this post and me. You deserve a kiss. Kiss..kiss.

nasi lemak to make my day

I’m well pissed with Darlius for nothing since yesterday. PMS prolly. Hangin satu badan.

And he has asked his boy to send me nasik lemak antarabangsa for my lunch in the office..!! To buy me out, prolly!! Am I that cheap!! Huh..

Is it that hard to just say sorry!! (which I prolly would replied..sorry..sorry..jom naik lorry..bang..:D)

But since the nasik lemak was good..I guess I’m fine now. Or maybe I should just prolong it few more days.. for a new hand phone maybe. Heh!!

To sub the UnSub

Nothings quite exciting happen this week. And tomorrow, need to settle few personal issues with the bank and Immigration. And last time I went Putrajaya for Maria’s Raya open house, I got lost. Haih..and I always had this thought that the Immi was at Cyberjaya instead of Putrajaya. Like I used to think that Paris is in Italy instead of France. Mmm..oh well.. geniuses they do think awkwardly sometimes..

Hopefully I won’t day dream and get into wrong exit again.

And I will surely be restless running here and there in high heels..ahah..and I wonder if my brother’s sea fishes do foot therapy too…Mmm

p.s - Mystery solved. Already knew the UnSub behind this. Unexpected indeed. Huh!